If you look inside a girl’s heart and see how much she cries. You’ll find secrets. Promises and lies. But what you’ll see most is how hard she tries to stay strong. When nothing is right and everything’s wrong.
I may not be able to lash out on facebook… but at least i got my tumblr :).
I dont care what people think about me, i’ve got my family and they love me for who i am. The ouside world sees me as the quiet girl that always dissapears and do weird stuff, but as soon as they get to know me i am anything but ordinary. I am getting absolutely SICK of being the girl who all the guys fall in love with. I am not great with making friends with girls. I am, and have always been a tomboy, thus always hanging out with boys in a very innocent manner. They seem to like me too quickly, and I am not as sweet, and pure as they think. I am a dark person. Yes, i might seem like a great girl, but I am nothing like that. No one truely knows the deepest dark secrets they haunt me day and night. I just want to be left alone by the guys - more specifically the ones who likes me in a way more than a friend. I dont want to hurt anybody, I dont want to see anybody getting hurt. I just want to be left alone. I like doing my own thing. I want to be left alone. I dont want to go on that drive tomorrow, but will just to not hurt my friend. He likes me way more than a friend is supposed to, and it is scaring me. I hate it. I HATE IT. I dont want to go i dont want to go i dont want to go….!!!!! I wish he’d just let me be
I like being alone… experiencing nature and life to the fullest through my eyes… or it is just because i havnt met the right person to share it with yet.
Being alone outside listening and seeing all the wonderfull beings and creatures creates the most loving, relaxing atmosphere, and when you have to be with someone who does not appreciate it to the fullest, you are stressed. Plus, there is the constant worry about what they think of you, the things you do, and so on. Scared they might make fun of you.
I like being alone. I can do what i want, and go where i want without any worries.