i was planning on doing my patho assignment today…. but that one turned into a humongous fail… so, the short term goal for tomorrow is having at least 1500 words for this report. I think id be able to sleep and not stay up and watch Grey’s Anatomy [love that show]
Tonight is one of those nights. Those ones where you feel that everything is dark and crumbling at you feet, more than you can handle… but there is that one little light that gives you hope, no matter how small. I don’t know where i am and i am tired of waiting. I need him. I am screaming inside. Sick of trying, yet still holding on. I can not give up, he is what I’ve been wishing for and what i need. I can not be afraid of the emptiness until he is with me and i with him.